these human scum, vaunting liberty while flaunting choice! whose only repressed desire is their own fleshly destruction! are a bane on our culture and a threat to our existence, and must be dealt with in the follow manner and order: convert, contain, kill.

and many have converted and are in bitter mind-rending struggles to contain their habitual and life-long compulsions (and without much help from homophobic church-folk!) but the incorrigibles, like radical islamists! are not satisfied with any modicum of political and social sanction, lest all the world and every animal in it convert to their fanatical and outrageous delusion!

they are traitors! traitors to jesus, to humanity, to morality, to the intellect, and to law and government. to lend them aid and comfort is to harm them! because they are servants of displeasure by anyone’s reasonable ability to contemplate. and anyone who harbors a homosexual is a traitor and a collaborator with them!

into syllables
(as opposed to rhymes)
as in 5 – 7 – 5

the meter is key
in japanese poetry
and no the phoneme

like a palindrome
from 5 to 7, then home
signifying close

european poems
open out and forward-think
always incomplete

they build it on rhymes
never repeating their rhymes
for a second time

to them, it is dumb
but to us, it is refined
we see words in time

they see words in space
repetition spells disgrace
redundant, they say

we hear words in time
even if the words repeat
they are not the same

(because the times have changed.)

punting leadership to a blind collection of ancient literature, the devil has clearly intercepted the political power play, and is dancing in the end-zone of “mo’ money — mo’ money” doctrine! as it stands to reason, that a church whose authority derives from the word, has forsaken its ability to authoritatively interpret it, which is fine until you meet another living human who may not see things your way! at which point, the church crumbles into as many denominations as there are bibles in print! as each individual becomes their own free agent church, which (again!) is fine until you get to the part about the role of the church in the world, which the protestants hope will crumble faster!

OR…

we could unite with counter-reformed rome, and any grievances we have with the apostolic church, could be easily dealt with through the magesterium, assuming there are any, since the protestants define themselves in terms of what they are against, not what they are for! and the catholic church is, ironically, is more permissive in its doctrine than any protestant church i’ve ever visited!

they even let you gamble! which would be a huge benefit to the island i currently reside on! and especially with the real possibility of a free cuba before the next decade is out.

however, while “prosperity” may be over emphasized, i certainly would not disagree with the tenets of this movement, that god died in the flesh to resurrect yours unto heavenly glory, and that this reward is attainable before the resurrection.

this does not negate the role of suffering and sacrifice in the world, on the contrary, it makes all the sacrifices we make for one another all the more valuable! and indeed the worthiness of our lord’s sacrifice can be measured not only from the standpoint of his moral righteousness, but also in the weight of his flesh and blood upon the cross of his 11-hour passion. and while the death of one man is not the moral equivalent to a million lifetimes of erotic fulfillment, but by the grace of god in christ are we morally obligated to indulge every ounce of human pleasure and earthly wealth in his name and for lost time!

it is what he died for, it is what we are resurrected and called to. sex. and the more we have it, the greater his sacrifice!

now i tell you a mystery: the more sex you have, and your children have, and theirs… the less “conscious” hours christ spends on the cross.

now it tell you a second mystery: the more wealth and comforts you enjoy, the more angels god has to minister to christ in the garden of gethsemane. because there are a finite number of angels, and they would liberated from attending to your comforts.

now i tell you a third secret: the more gay sex or masturbation you engage in, and the more fetuses you abort, or poor people you impoverish… the more torment you place on the head of christ. in other words, you really can make god cry!

the answer depends on your gnostic priority, which is to say, is knowledge based on reason or experience.

if reason, then it is reasonable to conclude that the tree would have made a sound as all trees make a sound when they fall, according to your experience.

if experience, then it is reasonable to conclude that the tree would not have made a sound because nothing can happen beyond our capacity to experience.

there is no natural limit to suffering, but the supernatural pain record was held by christ and surpassed by none in a world where god is both just and merciful.

you cannot experience more pain than the cross. if so, you will be sent into shock or pass out unconscious, by the supernatural unction of angelic pain-reduction methods which elude our detection. however, they must permit some pain to be felt so that we won’t be inclined to rip our heads off whenever we’re pissed at each other!

sometimes, i experience myself tempted with the attitude of “god why??” whenever i experience aches and pains, some pretty severe though probably more frightening! especially in this country where you can’t just go to a 24-hour walgreens or cvs! and i’m a pretty healthy guy, except for the occassional toothache or rash — and there’s always 24-hour ganja! k:)

k:) = jamaican smiley lol

k;) = jamaican chiney

but when i see it in its true context — that every pain we go through has a greater effect to remove pain from others, then we are able to suffer with a measure of gratitude for having suffered it, as hard as it may sound to someone who may be going through something, there are departments of angelic specialists working to minimize not just the physical, but the emotional aspects of suffering on every sufferer (christian or not!) without upsetting the balance of the world so that people don’t do vicious and bloody things to each other on a dare!

you see, the cosmos is not a dead expansion, but a controlled (ordained) existence whose inner workings are relative to the “prayers” or conscious desires of the people in it. and there is no other logical way to explain its existence. none.

as far as my intellect goes? it is and can only be as deep as my experience, since it is impossible to imagine beyond one’s experience, as it is possible to experience that which is unimaginable.

take a unicorn… what does it look like? you’d have to conjure one from a childhood illustration perhaps… but if you saw one for real, you’d not likely have been capable of conceiving it, even if you had drawn it yourself! even when i re-listen to music i had written years ago, i experience new sides and dimensions of it — and i wrote it! no, there is no substitute to experience, and to the extent that i lack it, i am a poorer artist and visionary. but perhaps there can be such a thing as.. “too good.”

i have seen into my soul, and i am not an adventurer with my heart. i would rather learn how to wait without expectation.

i don’t fault any, and in fact am privately jealous of those who bet their lives on their own intellectual temerity and self-righteous conviction, and who walk by their own light… but i didn’t come up that way. i am peter the roman by faith and self-less obedience, not by my own vision or light.

perhaps it is a moral weakness in me, that i am a servant and not a king at heart. perhaps it is a strength. i just know that this is who i am. my essence.

perhaps it is the vestigial characteristic of an asian religion through which all humanity is justified. perhaps it is a black communal mentality, or maybe the fact that i’ve been imprisoned for so long that the white garments have faded, and the gold crowns, lost their luster. i just know that this is who i am. my essence.

amerikkkan freedom, freedom of religion and of speech, commerce and trade, exists in a bubble of slavery, militarism, racism and oppression, against a backdrop of anti-catholic hate and extermination of this continent’s original people, who were the free-est people the planet had ever known, who roamed the plains and danced for rains in a land where no one owned! the cherokee, the camanchee, the apache and seminole… these are our founding fathers, the chipawa, the navaho…

and when amerikkka finally realizes what TRUE freedom is, they’ll go the way of the lakota and their mighty buffalo!